garbagedump@savera

On a saturday evening, when i was sitting in savera and watching the traffic, the babes and the line-maroing dudes, the salesmen having cofee, and other such riff raff, I had a brainwave and over three cups of cofee, the following garbage was dumbed on paper.

A Mathemetical Formula to Determine the Outcome of any Event in the Universe:

Given a space-time continuum, the outcome of an event is purely a sum total of presence (or absence) of human action and the sum of the probabilities of each external event active in that given space-time continuum.

Thus, if Action => Ac
External Event => Ev1, Ev2, Ev3...Evn (n= integer)
and Outcome => Ov

then,
Ov = Ac + {(P(Ev1) + P(Ev2)+...+ P(Evn)}

The presence or absence of actions is denoted by the boolean notation of 1 or 0, where -
1 => presence of action
2 => absence of action

If multiple actions are possible for that event, then each can be denoted by a boolean state and their sum Sigma Acn.

=> Ov = Sigma Acn + Sigma (P (Evn))

Where Ov multiplied by 100 is the percentage outcome of an event in a given space time continuum.

Disclaimer: I had a steady record of flunking in each exam of mathematics from the time they started asking multiplication tables in school till the time I graduated.

the things we give...Mary M Again

Been reading Mary Magdalene for quite same days now, and I am at the part where Mary M, Simon Peter and others have just met Jesus for the first time on the banks of the Jordan.

They are just beginning to realise that he might be the messiah...and he asks them (Mary and others) what does the messiah mean to u....so they say the messiah is the one who will give us freedom from romans, free us from demons, make us the best people on earth...and then Jesus asks quietly, have u ever thought what u will give to the messiah?

That set me thinking...isn't that applicable to everything in our lives?...and love (if it exists)

Life can be so much fun, so much easy and so much better if we think abt what we r giving to life and not wat life is giving to us, sans expectations, sans desire. And isnt that what even the Gita advocates?...

But the question is, how many of us can actually do it?

While reading Mary Called Magdalene...

I realised that the life of women hasnt really improved over thousands of years of human evolution.

Even in the cities, below the surface, the attitude towards women hasnt really changed. Most of us still see our sisters as a responsibility, our daughters as a liability and our wives as an object in our homes.

As I read the life of the adolescent Mary of Magdala, I recalled, with some degree of surprise, the same things happening to many of my female friends today.

And in the smaller cities, progress and change are non existent words in a woman's dictionary. In the name of mordernity, we have developed a facade of tolerance.

I also realise that women themselves are partly to be blamed for this. For passing a legacy of subjugation and self rejection to their daughters for generations. For refusing to unite and stand up to illogical, inhuman male laws on them.

This is such a paradoxical world - we abuse, in actions and words, the very reason that we owe our existence to.

the spirit within

...not believing in god can give u more strength than believing in god. Once u realise that u alone stand for urself, u learn to take responsibility of ur actions and their consequences. And u realise tht u r strong enuf...tht sometimes u will b beaten by life, but at other times u will beat life ....its a fair game if u r willing to play it.

humans like to think nice

We humans like to think nice...for example, we like to think tht we love selflessly, we like to think christ died for us and we like to think we wud rather die than live without our loved ones...and none of this is really true.

Love is just a symbiotic relationship - in all its forms, christ died not for us, but bcos a bunch of ppl got insecure and killed him, and inspite of what happens to our beloved we will die only when our time comes.